4 months with Jeffrey today. i talked to him and told him things that were bothering me.....i think we are fixed.. and good to go ;)

im on duty tonite... yay... colors will be going off in about 30 min.

i just want to relax in the apt. kelly and i are going to pensacola beach this weekend... should be a blast... :) i can get a nice tan... mmmm... ;)

 i truely realized i hate new olreans..hahahahah.... i cant wait until my lease is up at the apt im in now.. so i can move out.. and move to metairie...its... soo nice there!!!! there are tons of white people there...hahahah its almost like it is rare to see anything but whites!!!!!

man im hungry....

i miss my family.. geeze.. im still disappointed i didnt get to go home ...... but i guess everything happens for a reason....

when i was at mandys i had so much fun tho.... mandy and i chilled with peach.. we went out to eat a few times... mandy is not officially hooked on... texas roadhouse!!! mmmmmmmmmmmm... i love that place!!! :)

yes i did tell on you mand... you needed to go home...i thought it was best....im sorry if you didnt want me to tell.... but i just really wanted you to get a slight break...im still workin on coming to see you..... taking leave here gets harder each time..... :/ but im still workin on that......

hey dee how was your trip....???? i want to hear all about it!!!! you have to call me!! how do you like you little phone?? did you take pics for me??? i want to see...!!! hahahahahahahahaha.......

I chilled with one of my Sgts here..at district...... he never talked to anyone... because he was married...and perfectly content with just his wife and son.... well his wife left him....about 3 months ago.... he has been talking to me......so i chilled with him, his sister, and her friend...it was sooo..fun... we went to a bar then a club then back to the bar to watch kareoke...so that we could sober up..hahahaha :) it was fun! i wanted to dance...but there were so many white people....i noticed white people do dance different....i think ive been around black girls....too much.... cause i just dont dance like...the white chicks...i guess that is kinda good tho... cause i know how to dance..hahahahahahahaahhaah... :0) well the kids i was with didnt really dance soo..i was pretty much dancin by myself... eh it happens.... lol.....the reason there were so many whites is cause we were in slidell...its about 30-40 min away from new orleans...its so pretty out there....  well maybe not pretty but quiet.... kinda like N.C. lookin area.......

yes it is the same number :) 850 525 5780 cause...i didnt get my new phone yet.... i hate to part with my old one...hahahah im attached to it....

well we all were offered by a warrent officer over at belle chasse an oppertunity to go up in out marial arts belts...of course i was excited and all for it!!! so we all asked our SSgt if it was ok he we went TAD for a week so we could do this... and we would come in when we were done each day to do our work load for the day.... we would be done at 1300 so we would have plenty of time to do our diaries for the day...no prob. But he was like...no we have a Lt. who is going to do that shit with yall.... well they said they were gettng all that crap when i got here 10 months ago...lol.  well SSgt said no to us going TAD and yes to the Lt. working with us.... so now we get up everyday at 0530 for PT during the week.... the Lt didnt get the gear in yet.... well this morning was the first day we did it.... he taught all this crap...wrong!!!!!!! it was funny...and a joke...  it was a review of our tan belt... anyways... we were told to be here at work at 0615 to start that crap... then we would end at 0715-0730 and then go shower and be back at work my 0800... yea right.... today our Cpl in charge told us to be here at 0830... we got our asses chewed... soo.. us trying to become motivated in this shit hold didnt work... we all just want to forget about doing this martial arts crap....i think im going to.... its gay... the original 3 week course is going to take us 3 months..no kidding..... it sucks....  well whatever...crap happens....

Jeffrey and I have our 3 month tomorrow.....

im ready to come home......... now......

Today at work was boring ZzZzZzzzZZZzzZ... hahahah its going fast... today kelly and i ate subway outside our building at a picnic table under a tree...it was sooo nice out today...it was nice to not be inside....the breeze was good..

so i know i wont be going home this month like i wanted to... i wont be going home until who knows when..... its hard to say..... i cant wait until the fam comes here...and ro is here... and then going to mandys yay!!!

i still cant get over harmoni sayin "what" i think about that everday...awwww...our little ms attitude...hahah like her mom and aunts!!!!!! omg..... i could just eat her up....

Jeffrey and i talked alot lastnite... it was sooo nice..... he makes me feel better about things...when he actually does talk to me.... i do love that kid.... i hope things keep going well..... weve had out bumps but if he is willing to work at it...then i am too......

Mand... where are you??? where have you been??? ive been wondering why you have not posted.....

and Ro you need to post everyday if you can...it helps me know what is going on.....i try to post everyday.... i can only post when my SSgt isnt sitting behind me hahahahahahahahahahahaha.......

i miss you both!!!! ::mauh::: <3

*trying to stay motivated....just isnt working*